Sorry

I gave you the power to break my heart for so long I forgot it was my choice

I forgot I could walk away

I forgot I could say no 

You made me apologize for your mistakes 

Now the only thing I'm sorry for is cowering in the fear of losing you

When losing you was the best thing for me

So if you ever get bored with your four other girlfriends

And miss me

And realize how much I loved you

When you pick up the phone to call me

Just know you'll be greeted by my voicemail

Because I'm finally ok 

I realized I don't need you to survive 

I'm picking up the pieces you shattered and putting them back together in a whole new way

You no longer fit 

I'm no longer sorry